Goodbye Grayson, I love you!
Once again, all of our lives are forever changed. This is a good thing, but my heart still hurts. I felt the same way when the older two boys left. Now we are down to one child here at home with us. Eric, Grayson and Hayden all seem to be adjusting quite well, but I'm having a hard time. I'm in transition and it's a hard place to be. I miss him, but I am also surprised that his leaving has brought up the old feelings of deep sadness when my first son graduated from high school and then when the two older boys moved out. I am reminiscing about the good old days of when all of my four beautiful little boys were all here and we had so many really good memories. It just hurts. It really hurts. I don't like these feelings. I'm praying that God will help me get through this quickly. I feel like I'm kind of a mess.....
"O' Lord, have mercy on me in my anguish. My eyes are red from weeping; my health is broken from sorrow." Psalm 31:9